So on October 31st, I had an appointment with the PA for my back doctor. I had emergency spinal surgery on February 10th to remove a lesion that was compressing my spinal cord. The compression caused me to lose movement in both of my legs and the ability to urinate normally. So that was almost 9 months ago. Unfortunately, I still struggle on a daily basis with pain at the incision site as well as extreme soreness and discomfort in the muscles between my shoulder blades. The pain at the incision site is a random, all day type of pain. The discomfort between my shoulder blades tends to get worse as the day goes on. The more I do throughout the day, the worse the pain is. In fact, there are times that I struggle to stand up anymore because the pain is so much. I'm not an expert, but I had assumed that after 9 months this type of pain would have been resolved. I know the muscles in my back are being asked to do more and to adjust, but I thought that would have been resolved a while ago...
August 31, 2023 Is It Really the Five Year Anniversary of my Cancer Diagnosis Today?! 8/31/2023 Five years ago today, this gem of a photo was taken: That photo was taken just before I went into surgery to remove an almond sized lump from my right armpit that multiple physicians were confident was just a fatty deposit. Little did we know when the photo was taken just how much our life together would change following that surgery. I still remember coming out of anesthesia and Kim telling me that my uncle had informed her that what he had pulled out was cancerous. I remember spending days wondering what the biopsy would reveal and hoping that it was a “good” cancer to get, only to find out that it was one of the “bad” cancers to get: melanoma. Not just melanoma, but melanoma that was already in an advanced stage given that it came from a lymph node. Fortunately, my naivete prevented me from responding the way the rest of my family responded. I just figured I’d beat it and move on. As we b...
Ryan and I have been cramming information for the last week. It's exhausting for my little brain to keep up, but Ryan is brilliant and yearns for more. He is a sponge and knows that knowledge is power. I got home from work the other day, and what he said to me was so profound. He said, "We have been reading, and studying around the clock for a week now, trying to make the best decision for me to fight for my life. Can you imagine if we (and everybody else) spent this much time reading the Book of Mormon and studying the gospel, fighting for eternal life? Why don't we? We had a discussion on how it is so much more important to fight for eternal salvation, so that we can live with our Father in Heaven again someday. This life, no doubt, is important, but when we stop and look at the big picture, eternity is what matters most. We were sent to this earth to get a physical body, learn, grow, and become more like Him. Time on this earth, is ju...
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